Live Free or Die Hard

wow. that was an amaziiiing movie. it's definetly worth your money. i dont want to ruin it for you so i wont tell you what happens. but i will say this, i normally don't watch action movies but this one was absolutely awesome. i loved it. and so did my friend that went with. everyone in the theatre was like "GASP" when something gasp worthy happened and everyone laughed when something funny, of course, was said. it was a rly great movie. especially considering it had the whole theatre feeling the same emotions. woww. you should go see it. right now.

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you?

him(10:36:03 PM): well if it counts for anything i do like you

submerge x blue (10:36:13 PM): it counts for a lot.

him (10:36:14 PM): ive liked you for a long while now

submerge x blue (10:36:20 PM): i didnt know that.

submerge x blue (10:36:23 PM): people told me.

submerge x blue (10:36:29 PM): but i didnt think they were right.

submerge x blue (10:36:52 PM): and i couldnt try to like you or anything cos you dated @@@@ and then @@@@ liked you and then you dated @@@@.

him (10:36:51 PM): well now you kno lol

submerge x blue (10:36:55 PM): lol yeh.

him (10:37:14 PM): how long have you liked me

submerge x blue (10:37:35 PM): im not sure.

him (10:38:12 PM): @@@@ told me it has been since that night you me @@@@, @@@@ and @@@@ hung out in @@@@'s driveway

submerge x blue (10:39:25 PM): that mightve been the start. she told me that we were flirting alot and that i should give you a chance and stuff. i told her i'd think about it, but there's always complications on my part.

him (10:39:53 PM): what do you mean

submerge x blue (10:40:06 PM): i mean @@@@.

him (10:40:16 PM): arnt you over him now tho?

submerge x blue (10:42:56 PM): i would like to think so. but, he was the first person i fell in love with. i feel like ive told you this story a million times. lol. uhm, but anyways. @@@@ wants to go out again. and i dont think i want to. which is why i think im over him. he and i are friends though. also, @@@@'s not the only problem. i seem to break up with people a lot. and you arent the kind of person who can handle that. that sounded mean. sorry. i dont mean it in a mean way.

submerge x blue (10:43:34 PM): but it could always be different being with a different person. i tend to overthink everything.

him (10:44:03 PM): thats what is holding me back

him (10:44:16 PM): becuz i kno your past relationships

submerge x blue (10:46:34 PM): yeah. and im not proud of them at all. @@@@ brought up something i never rly thought about the other day. it seemed so obvious though. he says that he thinks i have a commitment problem. that im scared to have a long relationship even though i want one. and also, im scared of someone unfamiliar. @@@@ and i were together so much that i knew everything about him. how he would react to something, what he would say, what he wanted. all that. im scared of not knowing everything anymore. and my past with @@@@ has made me scared to love someone again.

him (10:47:35 PM): i can understand that. i feel kinda the same way

catering! in the rain.

i had to work a catering today. technically, it didnt start until about 6:15, but we got had to leave the restaurant to get to the place in Charlotte around 3:30. the drive was rly long, and we had to set up everything. but, all that is beside the point. the clothes i wore to the catering are more the point. the uniform is shorts/pants, flip-flops/tennis shoes, and a white Riverview Inn tshirt. well, we get everything out and people start coming. the food is cooking, im doing good at being a tea-princess or tea-bitch. [that's what they call my job. haha] but of course, a huge thunderstorm appears out of freakin no where and it pours rain. i mean, POURS. its coming down in sheets. my co-tea bitch and i are freaking out cos we're both girls and our WHITE tshirts are drenched as well as everything else we are wearing. plus, we had to get the tea and anything else we could salvage to safety. it was, to say the least, chaotic. all in all, it was a pretty interesting catering and by the time we left i: was drenched, had makeup running all over my face, and had blue hairdye all over my tshirt cos of the rain. well, on the way home, my co-tea bitch and i wanted something to go to Dairy Queen. of course, none of the ones that we pass are open. so we went to the grocery store and bought energy drinks instead. this would be why im still up at 230am. hah.

i'm blue. dabadidabadaaa

today my friend came over and we dyed my hair blue.
the night before, she dyed hers a rllllly dark brown. it looks awesome. but some of our friends dont much approve so whatever. its not their hair. i hope y'all like it. :]

myspace, i mean social life.

myspace has pretty much become the place to be. everyone has one. fights are started and ended on it without ever actually even having to see your enemy in person. social status is determined by your placement on other users' top friends. even celebrities have a myspace, although it's most likely fake or not run by the actual celebrity but by an assistant of some sort. I've started relationships, friendships, fights, anything you can imagine through myspace. now, myspace has a lot of publicity. sometimes with the news even, and that's never good. all the time, if someone dies from some sort of kidnapping or rape by someone they met on myspace, its myspace's fault. how the helllo is is myspace's fault?? is it myspace's fault that some teenage girl decided she wanted to meet some guy in person that she met on myspace? no. its the girl's fault. we've all been taught not to give out private info on the Internet or meet people we don't know in person. i mean, i feel sorry for myspace. they have to take the blame just because some people are extremely dumb. sorry, that got a bit off the subject of this blog but it really needed to be said. i enjoy myspace very much. and yes, my life pretty much revolves around it. i get jealous when I'm behind some people in a top friends or if the guy i like has his friends that are girls in front of me. i post bulletins telling people to talk, and i take multiple pictures only for the sake of putting them on myspace. but myspace isn't all immaturity. i also use it to keep in touch with my friends from other schools and old friends who moved away. myspace may be the electronic form of a social life, but it is pretty convenient.